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Monday, May 22, 2006
alright, its 11.40 monday night. can't seem to get started on my logbook. feel realleh realleh sian on doing logbook. can't blame me, last time i put real effort in doing it, i just managed a C+. thinking more about it, i guess dennis (my trainer @ cptc) has no choice really over it. he has to moderate us. well, 2 B+ and 2 C+ give me an average of about a B? well, i'm not really confident on another B+ as i have no idea what to write on this week.
miss chian called me at around 4pm. miss chian or mrs chian was our process instrumentation lecturer. gawd i miss that subject. apparently she's in-charge of me and fazly for our industrial attachment project.
there was some kind of drama ever since i found out i got a pharmaceutical company and a big one too, Wyeth Singapore. if you're good enough, maybe your parents would've bought you baby milk powder from this company. apparently, i was getting attached to a big pharmaceutical company with my lousy ass grades. then i got hold of information that there was a web designer position station placed in the attachement posting. then my heart sank. i rememebered i had placed a "Basic knowledge of HTML in my resume" lucky me. =/
the reason i'm whining is exactly this: web designer? pharmaceutical technology? was there even a remote chance of these two being related? confusion struck. talked things over with ayangs. she told me not to give up and sure enough, i almost did. so it really came as a surprise when miss chian called me to attend a medical checkup for wyeth. this was my chance. i had to ask for a transfer cause there was no way i'm going to slug out my html codings while my other peers are getting valuable working experience in their own respective companies.
she went on to tell me that the checkup is on wednesday morning and i had to abstain from solid food the night before. then i told her that my last shift was on tuesday night. it would be quite impossible to work a 12 hour shift only on water. eventhough it was just a startup/shutdown shift in cptc. then she said that the checkup would be held on friday instead, 8.30 in the morning at the company's address; 3 tuas ave 4. thank god for living in the west.
then i went to inquire about the web designer post. i told her about how unfair it was for me if i got the post and how i would instead be grateful for a final year project post in nyp instead (this was just 9-5pm everyday in school reasearching on a particular topic) eventhrough the project i have more control over my grades that way. felt that it would be reallly unfair if i was graded on my "website" instead cause honestly, i have shit for skills in HTML. i barely made this blog myself.
then, she said i was lucky to be posted to a big company such as wyeth and the experience there would be invaluable as a microlab tech. relieved. miss chian changed close to three days of anxiety in just a sentence. barely ten seconds. okay fine, i'll stop exaggerating.
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twenty minutes and there's still no connection for msn. not sure what i would do when it gets connected eventually too. hehes. ever get that feeling? u need to get connected but when u do, u don't know what to do? not as if there's anybody really active at this time. maybe joe, last night's shift was not quite what i expected it to be. a few rounds of win lose or draw and listening to the previous groups's troubleshooting through the radio pumped me up. when sunrise came however, it left me high and dry. so i think i wrote this entry long enough to be interesting. any longer and i'd just leave readers sleeping on their computer tables. goodnite and pardon my punctuations. =)
btw, the new rise against rocks. wayy better that their last crap. Rise Against
so said ZAi` on Monday, May 22, 2006
-About uS!-
. ZAi + iNa
. Since 31.st August, 2004
. He: [31.10.1987]
. She:[30.07.1987]
. Both in Nanyang Poly - Chem&Pharma Tech
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