cant you see that i love you so?
Sunday, November 28, 2004
new numberrrr
heys. been busy lately with alotta stuffs. ytd had some campfire fun with the junior leos. they're fun bunch a peeps. cool people. first time saw qiaozhenn. always tok on irc/msn bt nvr really seen her in real life. ehes.
most important thing that's happened so far is that grandpa has moved in with the family. and so, that brings to me some degree of responsibilities. i've been managing his medication and he has like 2 types of antibiotics i think one's Augmentin (gsk stuff) and a puffer for his lungs. that'll teach all you young ones not to smoke. coz leading cause of lung cancer = smoking. been taking care of some of his meals and just found out my grandpa can be quite stubborn at times.
well, been kinda borign lately. can't go out as often as i used to. gotta take care of old grand pappy. hehs. schools gunna start in a few weeks tiem and dad's asking me go sarawak with my mum on the 23rd. school starts on the 20th. haish. even my typing's off. been pretty depressing these few days.. can't stop missing my sayangs.. eventho its almost school time, i always feel like this. bleah. wadever, u guys dun understand fully aniwaes =p
o yeah, congrats to taufik-san for being the first. found his performance video "Me & Mrs. Jones" on suprnova and got it saved on my hdd. 22 megs. gunna find a way to extract that audio from the .rmvb file.
guess there's nth else to talk about. i still have a ton of movies to watch. and some games to play before the new school term starts. maybe i should get some of my poly classmates to install DoW on their com. DoW is like normal Real-time strategies but without the resource collecting and shit.
sayang's been talking about going rock climbing. kinda excited about it coz i've nvr done it before. yeah yeah, i've no life. but hey, my sayang does =D i tink if she manages to get me hooked on the sport den i'll join the adventure club as a cca next year. i've had like zero camping experience. need some outdoor shit to brighten up my life.
i think sayang's feelign kidna down now.. get worried seein her msn nick.. hope she talks to me abt it. i hate to force aniting out. loveya sayangs. and peace to you people to. signin out..
song: Billy Talent - Line & Sinker (literally HARD ROCK)
so said ZAi` on Sunday, November 28, 2004
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
MOVIES...
Elos..sho fast and its guna b 20 december soon and thats when school reopens..not looking forward to it tho
more reports,assignments, and more stress..lalala..but now is the time to enjoy!! ehhes wile it lasts la...
got to noe that the supp paper is on the 1st of december..sho lazy to start studying again..bt too bad..This has
to be done.
Just asked sayangs to burn for me some songs for my discman bt i cant seem to send him the songs to be burned. Whats
wrong with my internet huhh?...will try again later at nite la..
Just got the new msn version 7.0..kinda kewl..hehes..thanks huaysan!..now it just has to finish dl the latest version b4 it is usable.
boredom has struck insan again!..hehehs
went to rent some vcds..JuOn(the grudge) and Starksy n Hutch..
But i find the american version of the grudge is more straight forward n even more scarier..really tot the original one shud be better..
bt o well..Starsky n Hutch was also a dissapointment..there was noting much to laugh about..muahhas!../tickle me sumbody! sayang?..kekeke
Sayangs out raye-ing wit his frens..muahhas!..hab fun!..how many times must i sey that..hehes..hai..miss him dearly..muacks..
Out for now..byess
so said iNa` on Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Sunday, November 21, 2004
cats are sooo adorable.
mornings. first of all, just wanna point out the obvious if people havn't noticed it yet. www.tag-board.com is down and as a result, so is our old tagboard. bitchy. but heck, i'm learning how to customize the flooble tagboard thingie. can even pick avatars and shit. mega-coolness.
feeling kinda shagged. just finished watching barcelona trash real madrid 3-0. it was total 0wn4g3. ronaldinho is one heck of a guy. now i realise how much it hurts when he didn't decide to head to man united. but o well, with deco and xavi and eto'o in that great team, i feel that's where rona belongs. =D well, at least manu picked up a great win agaisnt charlton last night.. scholesy scoring again! woohoo! finally. stupid chealsea and arse-anal drew against bolton and west brom respetively. muahahs. =p (suck it u gooners) woke up at 5 thanks to muzzy. so that's about 3 hours of sleep in the bag. was sleepy during the whole trip to two of my aunts' places. man, my small cousin, sufiyan has GROWN. i mean literally grown. how often do you see 45kilo primary kid these days? his arms were kinda bigger than mine in terms of width. phew. and i thought i was fat. >.< played some cool games at his house. too bad amir wasn't home. went to his friend's place in tampines i heard. tried out vital sign. that game's really cool.. its time singapore dish out some cool game like this. =) o yah, for those interested, here's the URL: http://vitalsign.igamesasia.com.sg/
i've just registered under the account name of t4int3D. havn't done any in-game characters yet coz i'm getting the client at a dicky speed of 30 kilos per sec. which means it'll only be done 2 hours after i finish clicking "publish post" down here.
its been a rollercoaster ride of hari raya-in so far. i've seen many people say they have no mood or smth this year.. wonder why. any1 feels the same? collection not bad so far.. spent abt 20 bucks alreadi on stupid prepaid card. sis got new LG fone. well it was technically mine at first, but she just had to butt in and ask for the phone. it was good while i had it. come to think of it, the G7120 doesn't even have bluetooth and the camera is only so-so. good old sony T610 gunna be my pal for a lot longer now ehehs. been dreaming of flipphones for a while alreadi.. saw some beauties in a handphone shop down in bukit batok. i tink its was 6920 or smth. that phone has nice curves.
caught the thai sacry movie "shutter" last midweek. damn scary sia. it was really scary. honest. i mean, imagine a ghost in a picture suddenly changing her face position. one moment the ghost ain't lookin, the next, its staring at you.. coldly. hohos. first time seen sayang watch scary movie without her trusty sweater (which she uses to close her eyes with) ehes. damn cute lah. seen a lotta movies lately.. from troy to house of flyin daggers to shutterrr. i've got the terminal and incredibles on my bitcomet runnin nw.. ehehs.
i'm so bored now. could always go to sleep right? but nooo. i'm too bored to sleep. flippin thru punkhc to find new punk stuff to "sample". since some of the cds never make it to singapore i'll just get em on punkhc
look what i've found. a new nirvana compy, "with the lights out" a few clicks here and another there, and i'll have it in around 2 hours. sweetness. ouhh what is thisss. metalliska? omgosh. ska covers of metallica? must get lah~ *evil grin*
alright, i'm really bored now. guess i'll go catch some sleep.. really busy sia this week. new plans coming up, plans being cancelled, the cycle goes on and on. and i miss my sayang dearly. very much too. lubyas..
song: taking back sunday - the union
so said ZAi` on Sunday, November 21, 2004
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Osh Gosh B'Gosh
Hey ppl!!..first of all Selamat Hari Raya to everyone!..hehes. This year Hari Raya dun hab much OUHM! uh..not like the other previous years..prolly bcoz i've grown out of it...hmmm...yeah..probably..o well...
Had major spring cleaning on Saturday..everybody was like chionging to get the house clean lalala...n soon it was sunday..muahas!woke earlier than xpected..tot wanted to wake up at least at 2 skali by 11 wide awake already..hais..lost some precious beauty sleep..muahas!..ate till my heart cudnt pump...no la..then got ready to go to grandma's house...yeepee!..just xcited to c my cuzzie..i tink she just in K1..sho cute!..damn tall already..for sure can become model..muhahs!..reached there n we were the first ones there..so had to wait for my cuzzies..(it was a change la..coz last yr my family came last) i ate..not once but twice..tchtchtch...banyak terukla..hehhes..then grp by grp my cuzins came..then my fav cuzzie came!!..yeepee!..she sho cute!..after she came i ate again..muhahs!..by nxt semester for sure guna gain lots of weight..=P. if i do pls dun sey neting kzz..muhahs!.. Soon it was already time to go to my aunties house from my fathers side...arg!..hate to go there..she tok toooo DAMN LOUD!!...omg..can go crazy sia..wonder how her daughter can tahan...prolly she was born with an xtra device, implanted in her ear wile she was developing from e embryo to the foetal stage, to tone down her mothers loud voice muhahas!..C!..i noe ah..*craps*.. sitting there was like going to a linkin park concert...the way she normally talks is how Chester would scream those nicely tuned words...i tink she shud replace Chester and Chester shud be my auntie!!..Yeshie??..N'ehie??..hehehs....Lidis i beter ask for another round of forgiveness..MUHAHAS!!...
After that awfull ordeal went home straight..was totally shagged sia..
Dad planned to go out on Monday..visit his brother n sister but in the end the planned was cancel..went out at 10 to send my cuzzie home. she followed us home on Sunday..muahhs!...kpo!..went to mac first..its been sho long since i touched mac le....i tink more than a month hehehs...damn shiok~~..esp since the shopping mall was empty!..muahhas!...
Just got back from seeing sayangies...was on the way home on the bus where i met my aunts n uncles n cuzzies all from my fathers side in the bus..damn shocking sia..hehehs..i was shocked beyond where shockability can take me..MUAHAHHAHS!!!...i tink my brain too much rendang la...hehes..that xplains all this crap coming outa my mouth hehes..yeshie..that must be it!..N'EHIE!!*craps*..
Ciaoza peoplelio Osh Gosh B'gosh..okla..byesss
so said iNa` on Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
bedroom talk... (not the horny kind you fags.)
got the new Drive-thru records sampler. for those not in the know, drive-thru is a haven for emo-rock. think starting line and finch? wonder how finch is doing.. been way back since last heard any new stuff from them.
well. its 12.15am now and in 12 hours i should be done training my cloud in ff7. ( yeah its a bit old school but heck, i havn't completed playing. gotta complete b4 the new movie comes out) bathing and then head out to meet the guys at woodlands to get stuffs from sayang's house and head to pasir ris. if all goes well, we should be happy playing ps2 games or watching movies by 4 o`clock. just hope huaysan won't be late =/ she's always late. (exagerration)
nothing new happend in life so far. there's still that bright burning flame in my heart making ticks and tocks just for my sayang. so freaking tired. this year, i've only went terawih once only. damn me. actually damn nyp exam timetable. yeah. damn! got major lack of energy now. feel so weak.. can't open eyes.. must.. sleep.. must.. pack stuff.. o yeahs, any muslim ppl who wanna come visit me for raya is damn welcome to do so. just drop me sms for my addy =) origths. kinda excited abt the class chalet. heh. it's my first one actualli. hohos. kaes. bye. nites.
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song: Taking Back Sunday - You Know How I Do
[ So sick, so sick of being tired
And oh so tired of being sick
So crush me baby, I'm all ears
So obviously desperate, so desperately obvious.. ]
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loggin out. 0022hours. nites.
so said ZAi` on Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Monday, November 08, 2004
+::Emptified::+
*Saturday*
Had to break-fast at my grandma's place since my aunt from London was
coming home for Hari Raya..met all my cuz's there..been a long time since
we gathered together eventhough one of my cuz was missing..muahas!..go pak tor!! shit her..hehes
Reached there at around 3,then we switched on ONG BAK!!...my god..nice clean moves sia
very swift..nice movie..just for moves of course..hehes..
After the movie, made our way to the airport..since the flight landed at ard 6.44pm..we had
to settle the break-fasting part in the van..it was kinda shiok since we ony
get to break-fast in the 'van' once or twice a yr hehes..ony break-fast with teh tarik!!.MUHAHAs
Reached the airport..saw tis couple..the gerl just arrived in singapore wile the bf waited for her
outside the belt..the gerl cry sia when the guy hugged her..muhahas..sho swit!..felt like crying..
didnt noe y...
After everyting ony reached home at 2 sia..my aunts were watching an indian show..hais..tat one also
want to watch..if the hero is to die for than nevermine la..tis one..nvrm~..muahhas!
*Sunday*
Woke up at 11 and straight away had to siap for GEYLANG!!..and it was hot as hell..arg!..didnt catch much slip
...take mrt frm woodlands sumore le..n its a sunday!!..i wud hab like to stay at home...n prolly clean the
house..that would have been much much better..clean the windows perhaps?..*winks*
As soon as i got out of the mrt i can feel my skin burning..
As usual..went round geylang..wit sweat dripping, babies crying, my poor legs getting hit by those
freaaking baby trolleys..tink gt a few cuts..they can really get rough with those trolleys ya noe..main sondol jerr!!..omg!..if ure going geylang n its tis time of the year..y bring a baby trolley!!!
use ur brain la..its obviously so hard to walk in this crowd let alone pushing it through the crowd..
and the poor babies had to suffer the heat.
After like 3 hrs i finally found my baju kurung..its maroon!!..muahhas..didnt want to walk nemore so just
chose it and left..if ony the weather was cooler..like that would make any difference..hehes.
Its already 2.38am and i tink i smelled sumting swit..like a swit perfumy kinda smell..but now its
gone..hmmm..any ideas of wat tat oh sho swit smell cud be?..muhahas!..JU ON!!..i freaaking myself out sia
..guess guna slip wit the nite lite on tonite..bye guys! Mit u guys during chalet!..woohoo!
so said iNa` on Monday, November 08, 2004
Sunday, November 07, 2004
1001 ways to clean a window.
hello ppl. i'm tkaing time off from my house chores. namely cleaning 6 big house windows. and i'm proud of these speck-free windows (eta: 6 hours =p ) don't really have much to blog about execpt i think i'm feeling too relieved that the exams are over. i got a reason to be abit worried. i still have to take the bio paper and attend 1 hour supplementary lesson with mdm koh. i'm making it sound bad when it actually isn't.
currently playing eminem's mosh. guess its too late to worry abt the US president elections when the fucking conservative "democrats" have chosen the turd known as bush. read on the GNN some ppl just didn't vote for what most definitely will be the future of the world. ouh wait, what am i saying? they're not just SOME people, over 80million of those american's didn't vote and why? cause they said they didn't care. pfffffft. i wish they'd realise the importance of their own country's elections. don't they realise their actions will affect the whole world? o well, enuff whining abt politics. i'd take inorganic chem for life over politics and law.. just nt my cuppa tea.
i guess i gotta go back to cleaning windows.. mom's in a bad mood. worse thing is, i keep thinking of sayangs while doing the windows. why? i'm not exactly sure.. but ihave a right to do that! she mah ger! ehes.
can't wait for rome total war to finish downloading and the chalet to start.. ouyssim sayangs!
PS: anybody else use a combination of damp newspaper + dry newspaper to wipe windows? they're extremely effective.
song: Eminem - Mosh
so said ZAi` on Sunday, November 07, 2004
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
you know how i do.
should i make this quick or just neglect blardy inorg =/ kinda lost mood for studying. i guess neyton didn't lie when he said this course will turn my love for chemistry to hate. i hate it to the core now, but that's just useless ranting. norton systemworks 2005 just finished. blah. lazy to install. recently got taking back sunday's old album, Tell All Your Friends. they're seriously a great emo band. powerful lyrics, smart riffs bla bla bal. even dreamed of going to one of their shows before. i've seen how energetic they can be.. which is pretty much. ehehs.
now to clear things up. i didn't take the biochem paper coz i got my dates mixed up. actually thought that the paper's gunna be on 3rd november. ARGH! what's done is done.. went to get my mc and stuff ytd. it was fun. NOT. 4 blardy hours just to fake a diarrhea. i dun wanna go thru that ever again. god help me. what a bloody waste.. fir let me see the biochem paper.. its ridiculous. ridiculously easy. haish.. nth i could do abt it though. bio's not exactly my cup o tea either. i wonder what is.
recently went on a computer technician wannabe spree. went to 4zie's house to reformat his com. then fir had problems with his ISP. nw i have a big dilemma on whether to enable system restore on this piece of junk. it certainly helped fir a whole lot. hari raya's coming and for the first time i don't think i'm lookin forward to it. o well, what's hari raya minus the whole big family. i virtually have none.
got some soundtracks recently too.. namely the o.c. mix2 album. the one with nada surf's cover of if you leave.. damn beautiful song i tell ya. just has that new indie rock + punk vibe that's kinda classy in a sick way. pfft. i'm getting too stressed. in need of a major ina hug immediately. can't wait for the bloody chalet to start. ehehs.
got an sms from nora. boy, how long since i last talked to anybody from my sec4 class. like 2 months? i think i got a bad thing abt old friends.. can't keep 'em properly. in fact, i'm hardly in contact with any of my promary schoolmates. maybe i just wanna forget my pri sch days. there ya go again zai, useless ranting. back to the point. nora forwarded an sms from miss teo. it was abt the unity reunion dinner. 20 bucks per head. i'm thinking of askin the asses (unpunctuals) to attend the dinner. you know, just for catching up with the rest of the ppl who went to other institutions.. doubt any of my classmates would go though..
and wow. ppl from the other groups are using my tagboard lols. joe and alfian were here. kidna cool. coz i rarely talk to them in real life =p maybe just fir and gang. (marcus, fazli, maybe cheeweeee) o yeahs. sexy legs aka kevin too. wonder if all 3 groups could do smth together someday maybe badminton or stuff coz if its soccer. i bet i'll be the only one playing for my class. sheeessshhh.
here i go again, 15 mins of typing gone. (9pm - 9.15pm) wonder if i'm actually gunna continue studying.. currently hooked on taking back sunday - timberwolves at new jersey. which brings me to another useless point in life; emo bands have great control of english. u hardly see titles with simpel wording nowadays from bands who're into emo hair and stuff. i think that's enough ranting for now. my fingers itch for more but i gotta control.. i just have to. ehes. til then, gd luck for the inorg paper and may u all be my love kamikaze. whatever that is. Literate and stylish (literate and stylish)
Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet)
Well that's what girls dreams are made of
And that's all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know)
You have it or you don't (you have it or you)
You have it or you (don't)
ehes. just an extract from that t.b.s. song. does that sound like me sayags? muahahs. too bad i gave up on music a long wayyyy back. cya ard ppl.
so said ZAi` on Wednesday, November 03, 2004
-About uS!-
. ZAi + iNa
. Since 31.st August, 2004
. He: [31.10.1987]
. She:[30.07.1987]
. Both in Nanyang Poly - Chem&Pharma Tech
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